Eternity

I'll be your saving grace

I'll be your number one ace

You'll be my knight

You'll shine so bright

Together we will be

Eternity, forever free

Passionate love

Come be my sweetheart

I promise we'll never be apart

Run into my open arms

I'll protect you from harm

I'll give you everything you want

We could go shopping in Vermont

Just take my hand

I'm at your command

Now from the start

You have my heart

Don't throw it away

Don't run away

I'll shower you with my love

Your eyes like the stars above

Your smile shining so bright

This will feel so right

I'll protect you forever

As long as we're together

Just be my one and only girl

I'll treat you like a pearl

Anger

Hear her yell a rant

She's repeating it like a chant

Her fury is release

Someone put her at ease

She wants to yell and kick at things

She doesn't want the harm it brings

She wants to be in peace and serenity

She forgets her own identity

She's starting to not give a care

As she's being treated like air

She's screaming in her mind

Her 'friends' are acting blind

She's starting to break apart

She's shouldn't have gotten friends from the start

She was better off on her own

She wouldn't have gotten a heart of stone

She's angry and bitter

For everything you said on twitter

She was there for you when you needed friend

You assumed and didn't ask, she was condemned

For you... and her

You smile at me and show your charm

I smile back and think there's no harm

Before I could stop myself I fell for you

But then she fell for you too...

Two important people in my life

This feeling is killing me like a knife

Love for you blinded me to the truth

You love her too I know it's the truth

I'll back down to see you smile

The one that made me fall for miles

While she smiles next to you

I'll look on with tears too

You are

You are

The light to my day

The stars in my night

You are

The prince in my fairy tale

The hero in my life

You are

The lyrics to my song

The words to my story

You are

The reason I smile

The twinkle in my eyes

You are

All that and more

I am

I'm the ghost walking down the halls

I'm the girl crying in the bathroom stalls

I'm the Christian who swears

I'm the student who cares

I'm the daughter of the night

I'm the sister of the light

I'm the monster that lurks in the night

I'm the person who gets into fights

I'm the friend who listens to you

I'm the weirdo who isn't afraid to be true

I'm the human who believes in humanity

I'm the idiot on the verge of insanity

I'm the fool who is into you

I'm the one who loves you true

If I tell you, would you listen?

Can I really tell you...

My feelings deep inside

Can I really tell you...

What I've been fighting to hide

Will you listen...

To an aching heart cry

Will you listen...

To feelings that wish to be a lie

Could you ignore...

The tears pouring out

Could you ignore...

A breaking heart

Can you really change?

I don't know what's important to my life anymore when my mind just drifted and made this...

A day goes by, so what?

Another one will go by too

Each day is always the same

What difference is there to make?

Walking, step by step

One foot after the other

An endless road to walk

But there's no real destination

You cry a million tears

But no one's there to see

A silent pool, streaming

Endlessly, forever into eternity

You open your mouth

But there's no sound

Words come out

But no one understands

Can you really change?

After all the time passing

Can you really change?

An illusion made by your mind

Chance

I don't know what I am saying anymore. I mean it's been a long time since I made poems and they are all on the spot.

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It's hard to care when they don't care at all

It's hard to stand up when you're feeling so small

But the courage within is greater than you know

You just needed time for it to show

You took the chance and let them know

Everything that you wanted to say

You stood your ground and spoke your mind

They saw the girl no longer hiding


There are still challenges ahead
Take a chance and take the path those least tread

Under Pressure

It's short I know but I just thought of it now. This is for my sister She's currently in college and she is struggling a little with keeping contact with friends and studying.


The stares, the expectations from everyone all around

Can't you see me struggle? I can't make a sound

The problem was bigger than I measured

Now I'm sinking under the pressure


You tell me what to do
Then say I am a fool
All I am doing is what you want
All the memories come back to haunt

I don't know what I want anymore
I don't know what I am living for
Your wants are just crushing
Now in life I am rushing

Innocence

This is dedicated to my friend who I consider my twin. She is pure, she hasn't experienced the world's cruelty but now I think she's slowing but steadily gaining knowledge and doing her best to change for her happiness.

Addicted

I couldn't stop myself from going for it

I just kept on walking until I fell into that pit

The fall was for eternity and now I am all alone

Everything that happened to us became unknown

Addicted to you was all I was

I couldn't notice all the flaws

I was enchanted by the magic

Now what has happened is tragic

Now I am here, in this dark cramp place

You disappeared without a trace

Left alone and blind in love with you

You don't see what you put me through

Yet here I am still waiting addicted to you

Your voice, touch, and love were true

But then you left me for someone new

Nothing left for us to try and undo

Could and Would

Would you say that it wasn't meant to be

Could I say that it is just you and me?

Would you be everything that you say you'll be

Could I say you're all I need to see?

Would you be able to keep me close

Could I be the one you chose?

Would I end up with a broken heart

Could you say that our story's just at the start?

Would we be together forever?

Could we be forever together?

Friend of long ago

Silent as the wind blowing at night

He watched her leave out of sight,

Not knowing when they'll see each other again

She's losing her one and only friend

Their paths entwined but not merged

As time passed by their lives did surge

No time to look back, no chance to say goodbye

They didn't notice until time passed them by

After years of separation, here she is again

 In a white gown getting married to his best friend

His hands shook as she walked down the aisle

His face solemn as he swallowed bile

He thought of the days when they were young

But now the sweet bitter memories only stung

Now it was too late for him to know

He had fallen for his friend of long ago

Things you don't know

Faking smiles to hid the pain

Laughing loud, acting insane

Crying at home, out of sight

Dreading the day, abusing the night

Awkward times for you and me

Missing what we used to be

So many things untold

Watching the story unfold

Catching what's not there

Begging him silently to stay

Watching is shadow walk away

Chasing him in the darkness

Being cast off in sadness

Just waiting for another day

Smiling but the sadness stays

Each moment now gone forever

Wishing that we're still together